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Merry Christmas 2020

Merry Christmas everyone. I pray that your day is safe, peaceful and filled with joy. Living one day at a time, and WITHOUT expectations, really helps you to learn how to survive. Expectations cause us to have so much disappointment, anger, resentment and so many negative feelings... Which we often times use against ourselves.

So over the years, I've learned to try and not have any expectations, despite the circumstances. Today, this year, the grief is not as overwhelming as it has been in the past. I knew my husband had to work and I couldn't see my grandchildren today. I had a few ideas of things I wanted to do today, I might do some, I might not. That's what's so nice about learning to be kind to yourself.

So I had a cup of coffee this morning, a little something to eat, relaxing, and then started a project that will probably take me a few days... Putting my clean laundry away. Why is this an issue? Three years ago we moved here, and I was diagnosed with a fractured pelvis... Ugh. The next year I was diagnosed with breast cancer and had a double mastectomy with reconstruction. Last December one of the implants had to be removed due to an infection. And then, when I thought I would be done with surgery March 2020), covid hit us. I finally had my reconstruction surgeries done in September and October. And I want to get my house in order... Literally.

I know I'm off topic but that's OK, that's the great part of sharing stories and how our past affects our present.

That being said, enjoy your present... The now... Be content on knowing you are enough... You have enough... And I pray for your happiness post holiday.

Merry Christmas everyone 🎁🎄❤️🎅

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